Waterfall's Visions

[crystalclear]

"Mistystar? I need to talk to you....I've been having these weird visions lately and they keep getting worse and worse. I don't know what to do... Crystalclear says that maybe the other medicine cats from the other Clans could help me but I was hoping you could help me with what is goin on with me?" I looked at my paws scared to look up. Tears from everything that happened to me was coming down my face already.

[Mistystar]

Mistystar looked at Waterfall and nodded, understanding what was going on. She smiled slightly and asked, "what happened in these visions?"

[crystalclear]

"In most of them it was just something random I like was catching prey or fighting or something. But in one of them I was running away from a fire and a black cat, he looked about apprentice age, wanted help from me. His paw was on fire and ran away instead not wanting to be burned alive. Then my guilt concured me and I ran back. I saw him on the ground, and he looked dead. I grabbed him and started running away and then I became trapped by the flames. I-I felt so bad that I couldn't save him. Apparently I was screaming in my sleep according to Crystalclear. These dreams, will they get worse?" I looked my paws they were wet from the drops of tears that fell upon them.

[Mistystar]

When Waterfall told Mistystar about the burning cat and pain flashed across her face. Rowanleaf. She took in a deep breath and meowed, "Waterfall, what you saw really happened. You would have only been a kit back then. Rowanleaf was my my first deputy and my mate. He-he died in a fire. I tried to save him but I was not a medicine cat and we did not have one at the time so he died. Waterfall, I think that you're vision means that you are going to be a medicine cat."

[crystalclear]

I took a step back, "Me? I mean I'm good with herbs but I just thought of it as a hobbie not a medicine cat. Will these visions keep coming though? I mean I don't really want them because they.... scare me. There was another vision I had.... I sort of didn't tell anyone about it. It looked like a Clan of cats but they were bigger than us just by a little bit. They all seemed to have disabilities though. They were blind, deaf, had three legs, some had one ear or eye. They were climbing through the snow trying to get to their destination. I tried to talk to them but they didn't respond as if I didn't exist or was there. Their leader was a muscular tabby that had teeth around him like a kittypet chain. He didn't seem to have a dissability and he was barking at them telling them to keep up and stuff. My thought was that they were a Clan whose leader was working them to deaf. Even the kits that looked like less than a moon were walking on their own in the snow. The queens were ordered not to carry their kits. The leader said 'only the strongest will survive'. Is this Clan real? Did they exist? Do they exist? I've tried to do some research on it and I'm trying to think deeper into my past trying to find anything but I can't. I was asking myself 'Are they my family?', before I came to the Clans. I'm so confused and I've been trying to get more visions on this Clan but I can't," I was balling now. I needed to know who they were and what happened to them. "What do I do to become a medicine cat?" I choked out. The visions might come stronger if I became a medicine cat I figured.

[Mistystar]

Mistystar let out a sad little sigh and meowed, "that was Bloodclan. They are long gone but they used to exist. And to become a medicine cat you just need to go to the moonhallow and talk to starclan."

[crystalclear]

"I have to go alone, don't I?" I mewed looking at my paws. No one with me during the terrible dreams. Great. Just what I needed. "Bloodclan still exists I'm afraid," I meowed to my leader my voice quavering. "Well actually I don't know if Bloodclan exists but I know that the Clan that I saw is real. I can't prove it but I know it still exists I just have the feeling about it." I looked right at Mistystar then everything went blank. My body was quivering as I lost my balance and fell on the cold hard floor. Now my dreamsn were the only thing I could see.

[Mistystar]

Mistystar shook her head and meowed, "no, I can go with you to the moonhallow but yes you must talk to Starclan alone. But don't worry, it will be fine."

[crystalclear]

I flinched, "Alright. I'll go. When though?" I looked at my paws. "Other cats are forbidden to go aren't they? I'm mean like warriors and apprentices, they can't go right?" I really wish Crystalclear could come with me. I thought.

[Mistystar]

Mistystar twitched her tail and meowed, "we can go tonight. And one other warrior can come with us though they can't share tounges with Starclan."

[crystalclear]

"Alright, I'll see if Crystalclear would like to go with us." I nodded to my leader and excused myself out.

(I'll make new thread for it.